You seldom display, and I have nothing to disguise.
Subtle is your arrogance. I talk shit to the vanity.
With such a lenient heart, you must be anemic. Always helping others in my time of need.
We guard our own hearts, and you hid like a Jew, but I am German after all.
Not a single thought in your mind, but I have legions.
You never form an opinion. I can hate strangers within the first two minutes of conversation.
You wanted my perfect body; I scarred it for trusting it’s pitiful heart.
You gave me everything I never wanted. You kept me away from everything I could have had.
No smile, just a fake to replace it. Bright eyes, gone dim.
every time you turned your back this way, in confidence, i would hold still, cause you wouldn’t have walked away.
if i were you, i would have left just as soon as i said “i want you to stay”. and i am sorry you felt it was safe.
because i try to lie to myself out loud, even more when you’re listening. but that is whats wrong with assuming,
So I’ll talk to myself. every word that was spoke was not meant to help.
and within one year, i torched our dreams til there were none and scattered the ashes when i was done
So iwas left with no one.